MAPF Chapter 66

Chapter 66: Shaking, Can I Really Accept It?

Xie Shiwei fell into deep thought amidst the traffic jam, his face reflected on the car window was incredibly profound.

Testing whether a man is able to perform, this is a very serious question.

Thinking shallowly, where is the bottom line of testing, where is the proper measure, how to make He Qin moved and himself get away unscathed?

Thinking more deeply, what if he teases and discovers that He Qin still can’t perform, then he will completely let go of He Qin, and will not have a trace of affection for him anymore, will not be swayed by He Qin’s care and consideration, will he quickly divorce at the beginning of next year and never see him again? If he discovers that everything is a misunderstanding, will he happily accept He Qin, and kiss, hug, and lift him up high?

Is this ethical? Won’t it make He Qin’s sincerity seem ridiculous?

Xie Shiwei thought until he was dizzy, but he didn’t come up with any results. He irritably put on his hat and went to sleep.

Damn it, why is it so difficult for him to have a relationship!

Xie Shiwei absentmindedly posed for pictures with He Qin at the next scenic spot, feeling completely exhausted after the photoshoot. Back at the hotel, he went through an awkward and careful wash in the transparent bathroom, and finally lay down on either side of the bed with He Qin.

That night, He Qin deliberately stayed awake, but disappointedly found that Xie Shiwei didn’t roll into his arms like yesterday, but instead lay properly on his side of the bed, hugging the quilt and sleeping soundly.

So it’s not like he has to hug him to sleep every time.

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The next day, Xie Shiwei and He Qin put on formal attire to attend the summit. He Qin was going to give a live speech and answer questions as the spokesperson for the Asia-Pacific region. The topic of discussion was also related to high technology. Xie Shiwei didn’t look at the specifics, it was all in English with abstruse content, even if he looked he wouldn’t understand.

At the venue, Xie Shiwei went to the audience seats. They arrived early, and there was no one around him. He Qin went with the other speakers to take seats in the guest area.

Xie Shiwei looked over from afar and saw He Qin communicating freely with people of different hair colors, seemingly at the center of the topic, with many people gradually gathering around him. Xie Shiwei looked at them, and suddenly, everyone turned their heads towards his location, their gazes all focused on him.

Xie Shiwei was startled and saw He Qin waving at him from afar, and pointing to the ring on his ring finger.

His mouth seemed to say: “I’m introducing you to them, saying you are my family member.”

Xie Shiwei blushed and nodded, also raising his hand to wave. The ring He Qin helped him put on in the morning was shining.

Family member, such a weighty word. Digging deeper, He Qin is his only family member in this world.

The summit began, and Xie Shiwei’s surroundings gradually filled up. One by one, the guests went on stage to speak. He Qin’s speaking order was later, and Xie Shiwei began to play with his phone out of boredom.

While browsing his Moments, he saw Wang Gugu posted “In a relationship,” and immediately gave it a like and poked her chat box to gossip. Wang Gugu told Xie Shiwei her little story of finding a partner, saying that she had really found a man worth entrusting this time, and if things went smoothly, she would even be willing to enter into marriage with him, the screen filled with the pink bubbles of love.

Xie Shiwei sent a congratulatory red envelope, then thought of the problem bothering him, wanting to hear Wang Gugu’s opinion, so he typed:

[Gugu, I’m asking you a very bizarre but also very realistic question. If your boyfriend is impotent, would you still be willing to be with him?]

Wang Gugu, lying in her boyfriend’s arms, was stunned.

[Where did that come from? What do you mean? He’s not impotent.]

Xie Shiwei typed again: [You guys are making pretty good progress haha, I didn’t mean anything, just suddenly thought of this question, felt it was very profound, so I wanted to ask you, no offense meant.]

After a few minutes, he received a reply from Wang Gugu.

[I really like him, like his humor, like that he can always get me, if it’s just impotence as one problem, I can accept it.]

Xie Shiwei replied with a thumbs-up emoji, and put away his phone. After a while, he received another message.

[Since we’re already talking about this, let me expand on the topic a little bit, you don’t know, do you, some bedside fun is something only a impotent man can do, link, link, link. You must take a good look.]

Then Xie Shiwei was opened to a new world, the speakers on stage were all well-dressed and impassioned, while he, like a thief, covered his phone, eyes glued to the screen.

Wang Gugu shared some novel excerpts and short videos, all of them 18+, the theme was men who can’t perform make people happy through various tools.

The more Xie Shiwei watched, the more chaotic his breathing became. After watching, he immediately slammed his phone face down on his lap and patted his chest.

Damn. So he was still too innocent, there were so many tricks.

It really was kind of…that.

After taking a sip of water, He Qin walked onto the stage, wearing a deep blue suit, his black hair parted to the side, styled neatly with hair gel, and a faint smile on his lips.

Xie Shiwei then banished those 18+ things from his mind and focused on him, trying to listen carefully to He Qin’s report, and roughly understood seventy or eighty percent. When he was slightly distracted, he suddenly heard He Qin say his Chinese name.

And a Chinese sentence.

“I am able to share my insights on technological sharing here because of the inspiration of my husband, Xie Shiwei.”

Xie Shiwei was immediately stunned.

He had never inspired He Qin in anything, and he had never interfered in He Qin’s career. That technology sharing platform had absolutely nothing to do with him.

“He is a kind person, and his kindness made me realize that sometimes business can also incorporate some warm colors into the cold framework. These things may give rise to another kind of success.”

He Qin looked towards Xie Shiwei across the sea of people, and Xie Shiwei also met his gaze. He seemed to understand, He Qin was talking about the Black Mountain Orphanage public welfare project.

Well, that’s okay, being praised like this made him feel good and a little shy. He pinched his earlobe, and then the big screen flashed, and he suddenly saw his silly face with his mouth slightly open on the screen.

Then he quickly closed his mouth, revealing a somewhat shy smile.

He Qin smiled and said: “He’s quite handsome, isn’t he?”

People in the venue whistled, Xie Shiwei’s face turned red, and he had to lift his collar to cover his face, then received compliments from those around him, saying he was cute.

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After the daytime summit, there was a cruise banquet in the evening.

He Qin led Xie Shiwei into the venue. After completing the necessary socializing, he took him to a seat at the ship’s railing. Spanish songs were playing on the yacht, the candlelight was dim, and the aroma of wine filled the air.

They casually chatted and finished dinner. The photo opportunity on the first deck began.

The photographer was an old gentleman with gray hair and wearing nearsighted glasses. People walked to the viewing platform behind him to take pictures with the beautiful strait.

“Take a picture together?” He Qin asked Xie Shiwei.

“Okay, let’s go together.” Xie Shiwei said briskly.

The sunset glow was at its peak, seagulls swirled in flocks, and the lights on the opposite bank gradually lit up. They walked into the old gentleman’s viewfinder together, standing on the left and right.

The old gentleman saw them and exclaimed, saying in English that he remembered them, Mr. He and his handsome husband.

He Qin politely thanked him, while Xie Shiwei was a little surprised.

The old gentleman randomly said that he was also a photographer at the summit and worked in the main venue that day.

Xie Shiwei nodded, relaxed his posture, signaling He Qin to stand properly too, but heard the old gentleman say: “Why don’t you kiss each other?”

“This pose looks very boring. Don’t be shy boys!”

Xie Shiwei awkwardly waved his hand, saying in broken mute English that it was okay, it was fine like this, but suddenly he was pulled into He Qin’s arms, his cheek heated up, He Qin lowered his head and gently kissed his cheek.

The old gentleman shouted “nice,” the Spanish song reached its climax, and fireworks exploded in Xie Shiwei’s heart.

He Qin’s kiss was light and brief, and after the kiss, his heartbeat was also very fast. He said in Xie Shiwei’s ear: “Sorry for not asking for your consent in advance.”

Xie Shiwei’s face was very hot, and he pulled He Qin away amidst the cheers around them.

On the car back to the hotel, Xie Shiwei was still a little dazed, but He Qin was unusually talkative. Near the hotel, He Qin asked: “Were you angry just now?”

Xie Shiwei touched his cheek and whispered no.

He Qin asked again: “Then, were you moved?”

“Yes.” Xie Shiwei answered absently, then suddenly raised his head, his expression confused, regretful, and a fleeting shyness.

The golden light and shadows outside the window changed constantly, and He Qin’s sculpted face was indescribably handsome in that halo.

“I mean…” Xie Shiwei rubbed his cheeks, wanting to make up for it, but finally gave up, “Okay, there was a little bit, but only a little bit, just a little.”

“A little is enough, Shiwei.” There was a bright light in He Qin’s eyes, like a vortex, about to suck Xie Shiwei in.

That night, Xie Shiwei said he couldn’t stay in the same room with He Qin no matter what, and paid for a single room to stay in.

The next morning, Xie Shiwei opened his eyes, his face red, his eyes blank. He felt like he was probably screwed.

He actually dreamed of doing that with He Qin again yesterday. The most outrageous thing was that He Qin in the dream was really only capable for two minutes, and later couldn’t get hard at all, and used a lot of small toys and super service to make him happy.

Damn it. Xie Shiwei blinked frantically, but the images in the dream reappeared in his head like a brand. He had to cover his face and fall into deep self-loathing.

Too scary, those things Wang Gugu sent were really poisonous! They poisoned him, a good young man.

Even more terrifying was that the feeling in the dream was still too clear, clear enough to shake him.

He remembered telling He Qin very gently in the dream that it was okay, he could accept it, telling He Qin not to doubt himself, and then He Qin served him even more attentively, kissing every part of his body with his mouth.

Damn.

Xie Shiwei shivered with his eyes closed.

Yesterday in the dream, he seemed to be shaking the whole time.

Is this okay? Can he really accept it?

Xie Shiwei brushed his teeth and washed his face with a dull expression, feeling that after two dreams, he had not only fallen into boundless depravity, but was also about to have a mental breakdown.