XYLFTL Chapter 11

Chapter 11

After preparing myself mentally for a long time, Lin Anping felt that no matter what, she should go out and face it.

Instead of hiding and being a coward.

Lin Anping opened the bathroom door and met Shen Xiaoyou’s eyes on the sofa.

They could both see a bit of bewilderment in each other’s eyes.

Lin Anping pretended nothing had happened and sat next to Shen Xiaoyou. Seeing her like this, Shen Xiaoyou also returned to normal, and neither of them spoke.

The scene was filled with endless silence.

Lin Anping took the lead and said, “I… I just now… didn’t do it on purpose.”

“I know.” Shen Xiaoyou didn’t know why she blurted out this sentence.

Lin Anping thought to herself: ??? She said she knew? What did she know?

Shen Xiaoyou continued to drink the remaining wine. Lin Anping didn’t know what to say, so she just kept staring at her.

Shen Xiaoyou felt a little unnatural from being stared at, as if her whole body was about to burn.

Shen Xiaoyou couldn’t help but ask, “You… why are you looking at me?”

“You’re beautiful.” Lin Anping said without changing her expression.

Shen Xiaoyou seriously suspected that this was Anping’s drunken state, normal yet abnormal.

Shen Xiaoyou sighed and said, “You’re drunk.”

“I’m not drunk.” Lin Anping said.

“You are.” Shen Xiaoyou insisted.

“I really am not.” Lin Anping also affirmed.

Shen Xiaoyou felt that she couldn’t win against her.

So she asked Lin Anping, “Wash up? Go to sleep.”

Lin Anping got up and got very close to Shen Xiaoyou and said, “Okay! Sister~”

Shen Xiaoyou was stunned and thought: Ahhh! It’s that tone again, I want to hear it again.

Shen Xiaoyou looked at Lin Anping with a sly smile and said, “Say ‘sister’ again.”

“Sister~ Sister~ Sister Sister Sister~” Lin Anping kept calling her sister continuously.

Shen Xiaoyou was a little embarrassed from hearing it herself, but she was also sure that Anping was indeed drunk.

She took Lin Anping to the bathroom and found a disposable toothbrush and towel.

Then she went out to wait. Lin Anping quickly washed up, and Shen Xiaoyou went to wash.

As soon as Shen Xiaoyou came out, she saw Anping wrapped in the blanket, with the clothes she changed out of draped on the side of the sofa.

When Anping saw Shen Xiaoyou come out, she blinked and looked at Shen Xiaoyou.

Seeing that Shen Xiaoyou didn’t understand, Anping said directly, “Sister, what do I wear to sleep?”

Shen Xiaoyou then realized and thought: Damn, there’s only one set of pajamas here, she doesn’t stay here often.

Then she went to the closet and took out that set of pajamas and said to Anping, “I only have one set, you wear it, I can sleep naked.”

Anping nodded and directly took off the blanket and changed into the pajamas.

Shen Xiaoyou looked at the young girl’s tender white skin and well-proportioned but slightly muscular figure in front of her.

She couldn’t help but be mesmerized, so beautiful, and immediately turned around when she came to her senses.

Because the movement was too big, Anping noticed and said, “It’s okay, sister.”

Shen Xiaoyou nodded and then thought: What am I doing, like an idiot, reacting so strongly, I’ll be laughed to death.

After turning off the lights, Shen Xiaoyou took off her clothes.

After lying in the quilt, Shen Xiaoyou felt someone approaching her, but she didn’t dare to move.

Anping was so close that her breathing could be heard, and Shen Xiaoyou felt a strange feeling for some reason.

She actually felt a little nervous, a little hot, and even kept thinking things she shouldn’t.

Anping suddenly turned around and hugged Shen Xiaoyou.

Shen Xiaoyou was stunned and didn’t dare to move.

“Sister, turn around.” Shen Xiaoyou obediently turned around.

Anping looked at Shen Xiaoyou like this and suddenly felt that her usual teasing and flirtatious demeanor was all an act.

“You’re so beautiful.” Anping stared straight at Shen Xiaoyou and said.

Shen Xiaoyou didn’t know what to say at all, she didn’t know what she should do, what was Anping doing?

Anping took the opportunity to move her hand up little by little from Shen Xiaoyou’s waist.

Finally, it stopped on her face, gently stroking it.

Shen Xiaoyou gently raised her hand, wanting to take Anping’s hand away.

But Anping moved closer and said to Shen Xiaoyou, “Sister, do you like me?”

Shen Xiaoyou had never thought about this question.

Shen Xiaoyou thought, she first met her because she kept staring at herself.

In the later interactions, she would find her cute, fun, and want to tease her… but she never really thought about whether she liked her or not.

Shen Xiaoyou didn’t know the answer and shook her head.

Anping was a little disappointed and asked, “You don’t like me?”

Shen Xiaoyou shook her head again.

Anping couldn’t understand, she knew that she and Shen Xiaoyou hadn’t known each other for long, and she couldn’t be sure if this was love.

She suddenly regretted it, she felt that she should have asked Jiang Shixue and the others what this was before they went home.

Anping felt that she was a person who really wanted an answer, it could be said that she was impatient, she just felt that she liked her, but she was in a hurry to ask the other party for an answer.

Anping stopped asking and quietly lay down.

After a while, Shen Xiaoyou gently put her hand on Anping’s hand.

Anping was stunned by the sudden touch, and her heart jumped slightly.

Anping looked at Shen Xiaoyou, and Shen Xiaoyou said, “An’an, I don’t really know the answer to this question, obviously, it’s very irresponsible to say that, but please give me some time.”

Anping nodded excitedly and thought: That’s great, it seems she doesn’t plan to reject me.

Shen Xiaoyou looked at Anping’s appearance and silently added fuel to the fire for herself.

Because she actually knew the answer just now.

She definitely had a crush on Anping, otherwise she wouldn’t have had emotional and physical changes because of her many times.

Nor would she be willing to agree and want to help her unconditionally in places where Anping was.

She knew that she had never treated anyone like this before, she liked Anping.

But she didn’t grow up in love, she didn’t think she had the ability to love, she didn’t dare to say she liked her, and she didn’t dare to be with Anping.

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaoyou felt a little sad again, how could she get better quickly?

What Shen Xiaoyou didn’t know was how good she was in Anping’s eyes.

Anping didn’t know what Shen Xiaoyou was thinking.

She was happy and excited and thought: I pretended to be drunk for so long just now, I could have just asked directly.

Just as she was happy, Shen Xiaoyou came over and hugged her.

Anping was stunned for a moment and immediately said, “Ah? Have you thought of the answer?”

“Not yet.” Shen Xiaoyou said decisively.

Anping’s mood went up and down, but she felt it didn’t matter, anyway, Shen Xiaoyou didn’t have a boyfriend, she could pursue her.

Shen Xiaoyou was a little upset and got up to drink again.

Anping asked, “What are you doing?”

“I’m drinking a little more, I haven’t had enough.” Shen Xiaoyou said.

Anping immediately got up and said, “I want some too, I want some too.”

The two of them started drinking straight from the bottle.

In the end, Shen Xiaoyou was a little drunk, and Anping thought: Alas, I can’t drink either, but I’m pretty good at pretending to be drunk.

Anping directly picked up Shen Xiaoyou horizontally and carried her back to bed.

After Anping put Shen Xiaoyou down, she suddenly wanted to kiss her.

Anping thought to herself: Anyway, she’s drunk and doesn’t know, it’s okay to steal a kiss.

Anping gently touched her and immediately dodged away.

Seeing that Shen Xiaoyou didn’t react, Anping suddenly wanted to try a second time.

But she didn’t expect Shen Xiaoyou to react a little the second time, but she felt very dizzy.

It seemed that someone was kissing her, but this person smelled so good, Shen Xiaoyou didn’t want to refuse her.

So she responded to her.

Anping got a response and thought: !!!!

Immediately, she became bolder and pressed on Shen Xiaoyou with a half-plank supporting action.

Slowly, her lips overlapped with Shen Xiaoyou’s, and Shen Xiaoyou also felt hotter and hotter. Anping clearly knew that this was not a dream.

Anping became more and more skilled in kissing, as if she was slowly looking for a method.

Shen Xiaoyou felt both enjoyment and pain from being kissed, because there was never a next step.

Anping didn’t know anything, she just knew to keep sucking on Shen Xiaoyou.

Until Anping herself was tired.

Then she returned to her position and lay down to pant.

Shen Xiaoyou then ran into Anping’s arms while humming. Anping thought she was so cute, she had never seen Shen Xiaoyou like this.

Seeing Shen Xiaoyou sleeping peacefully at this moment, Anping didn’t do anything anymore.

She fell asleep with happiness and joy.

The next morning, Anping woke up, packed up, and went to the station, leaving a small note before leaving.

At more than two o’clock in the afternoon, Shen Xiaoyou finally woke up, looking at the cleaned bedroom and the neatly placed pajamas next to her.

Shen Xiaoyou slowly replayed everything that happened last night, the more she thought about it, the hotter she became.

After getting up and washing her face to clear her head, she saw the small note on the table.

“Sister, I’m gone, I’m waiting for your answer.”

Shen Xiaoyou didn’t know what to do even more now, would Anping often ask about the answer to this matter?

Was she really worthy of being with someone like Anping? Would she not be able to love at all and not be able to love her?

What are couples like, how should they get along?

Shen Xiaoyou was too worried.

But she would be even more embarrassed to tell these words to Anping, how could she say these words.

There was no result no matter how she said it, Shen Xiaoyou packed up and went home.

After thinking about it at home, she felt that she should put it aside for now, after all, she said she needed time for this matter.

The hot summer made people’s hearts even more restless, and Shen Xiaoyou was like this.

After arriving at City J Station, Anping immediately took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Shen Xiaoyou, “Are you up?”

“Yeah” Shen Xiaoyou replied.

“I bought you breakfast, I was afraid it would get cold, so I put it in the small refrigerator, I forgot earlier.” Anping suddenly remembered.

Shen Xiaoyou, who was eating noodles at home, stopped and said, “I’m home, I don’t know, I’ll go over at night.”

“Okay, it’s okay, it shouldn’t spoil.” Anping thought it didn’t matter.

After arriving home, Anping saw Grandmother, and Grandmother frequently looked behind her.

Anping was puzzled: “Grandmother, what are you looking at?”

Grandmother quickly waved her hand and said no.

Anping could probably guess that Grandmother might be looking to see if Shen Xiaoyou was together.

Anping was also very happy, it seemed that Grandmother also liked Shen Xiaoyou very much.

Shen Xiaoyou looked at the chat with Anping and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

She thought: It’s a good thing it’s a holiday, I have time to think about this question.

Shen Xiaoyou had never liked anyone, to be honest, she didn’t really understand what it was like to like someone, was it like a very happy or unhappy person.

She and Anping didn’t have this kind of situation, she always thought they were friends by chance, but they were friends, she should immediately think they were friends.

She shouldn’t hesitate, but she hesitated.

The result after hesitating was still, she liked Anping, but she didn’t dare, she really didn’t dare to be with her.

Shen Xiaoyou was very inferior at this moment, Anping should meet someone full of love, not someone with such apathetic emotions like her.

Shen Xiaoyou was depressed, she felt that she couldn’t let Anping like her anymore.

She tried to be a little colder to Anping, maybe Anping wouldn’t like her anymore.

Shen Xiaoyou was sure that her idea was right.

Anping tidied up the room a little, and then took a shower, looking at the big table of dinner prepared by Grandmother.

She sent to Shen Xiaoyou: My grandmother made it, it smells so good.

Anping kept looking at her phone while eating, Shen Xiaoyou didn’t reply.

Grandmother reminded Anping, “Why are you staring without looking, what are you looking at?”

Anping shook her head and said no.

She also hadn’t thought about how to tell Grandmother, would Grandmother accept it?

Shen Xiaoyou really wanted to reply when she saw the message, but she had already decided that she would not reply except for very necessary things.

She didn’t reply to Anping, and she was also worried that Anping would be sad because of it.

She knew the answer, Anping definitely would.

Shen Xiaoyou was unbearable, and she didn’t dare to let Anping continue to like her.