XYLFTL Chapter 30

After arriving at the hospital, Shen Xiaoyou rushed straight to the ward from before, but it was empty.

Shen Xiaoyou thought to herself: Last time Anping disappeared, the nurse told her that the room was booked for half a year, and even if the patient left, it wouldn’t be rented to others. If she came back, she would definitely be here.

Shen Xiaoyou called a friend with her question: “Tang Tang, you said you saw Anping, was it really in the People’s Hospital?”

Tang Tang thought, surely I can tell hospitals apart: “Yes, I went there for a check-up today, definitely right.”

Shen Xiaoyou hung up the phone and went to the nurse station to inquire.

Su Zixuan breathed a sigh of relief behind her: “Luckily Anping just asked me to change her room, she found her so quickly.”

Su Zixuan thought that it was a good thing that she had informed the nurse station in advance and went back to the ward.

Back in the ward, Su Zixuan said, “Anping, you know Sister Xiaoyou too well, she came looking right after you changed rooms.”

Anping was startled, then relaxed and said, “Good thing.”

Su Zixuan looked at Anping, who rarely spoke and was silent whenever Shen Xiaoyou was mentioned. She wasn’t stupid, she could tell that Anping was controlling herself from thinking about Shen Xiaoyou too much.

Su Zixuan really wanted to tell Anping that this was useless. She loved her too much to separate without explanation.

Shen Xiaoyou couldn’t get any information at the nurse station, so she walked back to the ward and saw a nurse cleaning.

She asked, “Did the patient here move out?”

“Yes.” The working nurse looked up and answered, then continued working.

Shen Xiaoyou thought that she might have come to check out of the room today, maybe she was checking out because she was better.

Shen Xiaoyou was very happy all of a sudden, it was good that she was better, she could slowly find her.

Su Zixuan looked at Anping’s silent appearance and said, “I feel that Sister Xiaoyou has lost a lot of weight.”

Anping suddenly looked up and asked, “A lot?”

Su Zixuan nodded: “Yes, a lot of weight. Wearing a suit, she looks energetic, but she just looks thinner.”

Anping thought: It’s all my fault. Shen Xiaoyou wasn’t that fat to begin with, and now she’s lost so much weight. She has to be busy with the company and the bar every day, how can she handle it?

Thinking of this, Anping was very sad, feeling that it was all her fault.

Su Zixuan saw that Anping’s emotions were not right and immediately went to comfort her. The more she comforted her, the sadder Anping became.

Su Zixuan gently patted Anping and said, “Cry, it will be better if you cry it out.”

Anping couldn’t hold back her tears any longer and they poured out all at once. She hadn’t cried once in the past few days, but this time she couldn’t help it.

Just then, Jiang Shixue and Xia Xing also came from school and immediately stepped forward when they saw this scene.

Jiang Shixue quietly asked Su Zixuan what was wrong. Su Zixuan signaled to comfort Anping first.

After a long time, Anping’s emotions slowly calmed down. Xia Xing opened the food she had brought.

“Hehe, eat more, we got it from Grandmother’s House!” Xia Xing said.

Anping looked at the lunch box filled with her favorite food, and felt even more guilty for being sick.

“I’m so annoyed. If I wasn’t sick, it wouldn’t be like this. I wouldn’t trouble you, I wouldn’t be unable to see Grandmother, and I wouldn’t be with Shen Xiaoyou…” Anping didn’t continue the rest of the sentence.

“How can you blame yourself for this? You didn’t do it on purpose. We’ll cure the illness now, and everything will be alright.” Jiang Shixue said.

“Yeah, yeah,” Su Zixuan and Xia Xing agreed.

Anping sniffed, her eyes were red, and she looked even more pitiful because she had lost a lot of weight from being sick: “But I left without saying goodbye to Shen Xiaoyou.”

“She won’t blame you. Since she’s been looking for you, she’s worried about you.” Su Zixuan suddenly said.

Anping looked at Su Zixuan blankly: “Always?”

“Yes, she has been inquiring about you, and has been looking for you,” Su Zixuan said.

Jiang Shixue and Xia Xing nodded.

Anping felt even more sorry for Shen Xiaoyou. She felt that she needed to explain to Shen Xiaoyou.

“Should I have talked to her properly? I shouldn’t have left without saying goodbye.” Anping suddenly realized why she did that.

“I think you should have talked to her properly from the beginning, but you are my friend, and I respect your choice,” Jiang Shixue said.

Anping was silent for a long time.

“If Zixuan was sick and treated you like this, would you be angry?” Anping asked.

Su Zixuan looked at Jiang Shixue, she was even more curious about the answer than Anping.

Jiang Shixue replied: “I would definitely be angry that she didn’t tell me, but I would understand her more, maybe she had her own reasons for not telling me.”

Su Zixuan immediately said, “Wife, I won’t not tell you.”

Anping looked at the two of them and felt that she really needed to give Shen Xiaoyou an explanation.

“I should go find her,” Anping said suddenly.

The three of them were stunned and looked at Anping: “Now?”

Anping nodded firmly.

Su Zixuan said: “But you have a fever now, your physical condition doesn’t allow you to run around.”

“I want to tell her before the surgery, I don’t want to wait until after the surgery, without saying anything before. If I go to her after the surgery, maybe she will breathe a sigh of relief that I am cured, but at the same time, like Shixue said, if I don’t tell her anything, she will think that I don’t treat her as family.”

Anping wasn’t very confident when she said this, because she didn’t know what Shen Xiaoyou thought, and Shen Xiaoyou wasn’t Jiang Shixue.

“Then go if you want to, I support you.” Xia Xing said to Anping, revealing a reassuring expression.

“Yes, I support you too,” Jiang Shixue said.

“Go, Sister Xiaoyou should be very happy.” Su Zixuan felt that her sixth sense wouldn’t be wrong.

After receiving everyone’s encouragement, Anping immediately put on her clothes. She was wearing clothes over her hospital gown.

She didn’t even take off her hospital pants, and directly put on a pair of loose sweatpants.

Putting on a mask, Anping was ready to leave, but she was very nervous.

She was apprehensive, she felt that she hadn’t seen Shen Xiaoyou for a long time, and she didn’t know how to face her.

After breathing back and forth a few times, Anping said to the three of them, “Let’s go.”

The three of them showed her firm expressions, and Xia Xing went up and touched Anping’s head.

“Still a high fever, are you sure?” she asked worriedly.

“Book the surgery when I get back, just see her and it’s fine.” Anping said calmly.

Su Zixuan immediately cheered her on: “Okay, okay, everything will be fine, gogogo.”

The four of them went all the way to the entrance of Shen Xiaoyou’s bar, and Anping became more and more nervous looking at the bar.

The three of them seemed to be indifferent, but they were secretly paying attention to Anping.

“She should be back from the company by now, right?” Anping asked.

“Definitely, it’s evening now.” Su Zixuan said.

Anping hesitated, she was very afraid that Shen Xiaoyou would hate her so much that she wouldn’t want to see her, and that she was looking for her because she hated her.

But then she thought, it was her fault in the first place, and Shen Xiaoyou had the right to blame her.

Anping opened the car door and got out of the car.

“Good luck! There won’t be any problems.” The three of them opened the car window to cheer Anping on.

Anping nodded and walked towards the bar little by little.

Shen Xiaoyou was sitting in the lounge on the second floor, thinking about where she could go.

Shen Xiaoyou, who couldn’t figure it out, was upset and went downstairs to sit at the bar and mix drinks.

She asked this person if they wanted a drink for a while, and then asked that person if they wanted a drink.

Anping breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that there weren’t many customers in the store.

After entering the door, Xiaomi looked at Anping and took another uncertain look.

As soon as Anping entered the door, she locked onto Shen Xiaoyou. She had really lost a lot of weight, but she was still so beautiful.

Shen Xiaoyou didn’t notice the person who came, and Xiaomi, after confirming that it was Anping, said, “Sister Xiaoyou.”

Shen Xiaoyou raised her head blankly, but met Anping’s eyes. She was stunned for a moment.

But she immediately got up and quickly walked to Anping’s side.

Looking at Anping with tears in her eyes, she wanted to say something but couldn’t say anything first.

“I’m sor…”

Before Anping could say a word, Shen Xiaoyou hugged Anping, hugging her tightly.

Anping patted Shen Xiaoyou smoothly and then broke free and said, “I’m sorry.”

Shen Xiaoyou asked aggrievedly: “Sorry for what?”

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have left without saying goodbye.” Anping said truthfully.

Shen Xiaoyou shook her head: “No need to apologize, I have already forgiven you for being willing to come and find me.”

Hearing Shen Xiaoyou say this, Anping felt even more that she shouldn’t have done that, and the stone in her heart finally fell.

But she didn’t know how Shen Xiaoyou had been doing these days, why she had lost so much weight, how wronged she was, Anping didn’t know anything.

Thinking of this, Anping felt that she deserved to die, and immediately raised her hand and slapped herself.

Shen Xiaoyou immediately grabbed Anping’s hand and asked anxiously: “What’s wrong, baby, why are you hitting yourself, don’t do this, my heart hurts.”

“I’m sorry, I made you sad.” Anping kept shaking her head and apologizing, and tears couldn’t help but flow out.

Seeing Anping crying, Shen Xiaoyou immediately held back her grievances: “Don’t cry, don’t cry, I’m not sad, I’m happy when I see you.”

“But I treated you like this, and you’re not angry.” Anping cried even louder.

Shen Xiaoyou was so charmed all of a sudden that she hugged Anping: “I’m angry, but I like you so much, I love you, baby, I can’t bear to be angry with you.”

“Then I deserve to die even more.” Anping was even more guilty.

Shen Xiaoyou blocked Anping’s mouth with one finger: “No, I believe you have your own reasons.”

Anping was stunned for a moment and said, “I’m sorry, I really didn’t do it on purpose.”

“Yeah, I know. I don’t blame you.” Shen Xiaoyou also comforted her patiently.

Just at this time, a customer came in, and Shen Xiaoyou took Anping upstairs.

After arriving upstairs, Shen Xiaoyou poured hot water for Anping, and then saw the hospital gown inside and asked, “You’re still in the hospital.”

Anping nodded: “I changed rooms, I’m here to talk to you, to explain.”

Shen Xiaoyou nodded: “You say, I’m listening.”

Anping talked a lot, telling her that she didn’t want her to be decadent and left without saying goodbye, and that she should tell her everything.

Finally, Anping looked at Shen Xiaoyou and said, “Will you blame me for not choosing to communicate with you and leaving directly?”

Shen Xiaoyou shook her head with a smile: “Even if you communicated with me, I might not listen at that time, I would definitely want to stay with you.”

“I’m very stubborn, baby.” Shen Xiaoyou added.

Anping was incredulous: “I thought you would be angry, would hate me.”

“Silly, I won’t.” Shen Xiaoyou said.

Saying that, she took Anping’s hand, but found that Anping’s hand was very hot.

So she leaned towards Anping’s head: “Do you have a fever?”

Anping nodded, but she was wearing a mask: “I need to have surgery, I want to talk to you clearly before the surgery.”

Shen Xiaoyou asked anxiously and almost cried: “What are you talking about? What surgery?”

“A small surgery, I’ll be fine after the surgery.” Anping comforted Shen Xiaoyou.

Shen Xiaoyou was dubious.